Random Reflections on Life

Well, the Fall weather is here. There was even frost on my rooftop the other day! Burr. I’m not ready for REALLY cold temperatures, but I don’t mind it being a bit cooler. It’s raining and blowing outside and the days get darker for each day.

I wish that i could turn my diurnal rhythm to normal so that i could see the daylight, this vampire-like lifestyle is not healthy. I’m waiting for inspiration to lift myself from this vacuum and start eating food that is good for me and exercise on my bike again, i need to get into shape. But the Svinehund in me is keeping me in this lazy state of mind.

Sitting here in my loneliness like a butterfly larva longing for the summer sun…  listening to Brian Eno, this is a man that I would like to meat! I mean his genius in unparalleled. I bought his huge box-set I- Instrumental. This music i composure, perfect…

Eno’s, ambience gets me contemplating and thinking about thinking… So basically what ticks you off is not knowing a reason for living life itself.

So here I am grouching and grumping with grumbles that life is mean. Well its not all that mean, its just that I’ve lost focus or fell off track for a while there. I need to have a goal or hobby to rest for a while in that oasis where I know where I’m heading and sit down contemplating about what I’ve achieved so far, not done but achieved.

So now, as my volcano starts to reside, and as closures’ been found. I need to take on something new in my life. An oasis to rest from my daily war with life, a happy place I can be my own.

So if you do have any ideas?! Thought so, back to Eno and a hot cup of tea. [...]